I can’t stop crying over this. I don’t know if it’s a true story about a cat that was beaten by a group of people just because the cat wants to feel some love. I read the whole story and I can’t stop myself from crying. How can people kill a loving cat?! How can they allow themselves to be that cruel to a helpless animal like Ugly. Yeah, the cat doesn’t have a pleasing appearance, but it is said to be really sweet and playful … Even though the fucking people rejected him through beating, he still showed them that he just wants to be taken care of. How can they manage to kill an animal like Ugly?!
Some of you might say that I’m crazy for being this emotional just because of a cat, but I don’t fucking care. We need to realize that animals are just like humans who need love. BETTER START REALIZING THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW, PPL. I BET UGLY IS MORE DESERVING TO LIVE THAN SOME OF US RIGHT NOW. UGLY DESERVES TO LIVE THAN THOSE FUCKING MORONS WHO KILLED HIM. UGH. FVCK HUMANITY.
We had a beautiful father-daughter relationship once, but I don’t know what happened. All of a sudden, I turned into a monster daughter to him. He also went from being a real father than just a man who is my so-called “father”. It’s really exhausting to argue and fight with him every single day. It’s like I’m gonna say something really bad or rude to him and I’m gonna fvcking regret it afterwards. I know that even if he’s not that good as a father to me right now, I know that there are times when I’m really being mean to him. It’s like I can’t control myself whenever we start arguing or fighting. Even if I wanna say sorry to him, I’m really having a difficult time to really do it. Right now, it’s happening again and I feel like I’m the worst daughter one can have. I love my father, but there’s just something that really keep us apart and I just can’t break through it. I’m such a failure.
Whenever I hear the song “The Scientist” by Coldplay, it reminds me of all the shit that I did to him. I remember every inch of pain that he felt because he loved me for everything that I am. I remember that rainy evening when he almost died inside because he thought that he lost me … and I remember that same night when I started to realize that what we have is not just an ordinary thing. Upon loving him, everything in my life changed. Somehow, even if I’m not 100% sure that it’s really possible, I know that I have found the person that I want to cherish for the rest of forever. He is beautiful and I’m lucky to have him and to be loved by him.